Down another three pounds... I never would have guessed it though, really. I suppose one good thing from the horrible experience last Wednesday is that it kind of turned me around. I guess that's what happens when you snort a hella lot Ativan and then the only thing you remember is watching a movie about ED with your ED friend. Honestly, I barely remember from ten minutes after doing it until the morning two days later... Everyone thought I was just really sick. Thankfully, no one pressed that I go to the hospital - not sure that is necessarily a good thing, really. However, whenever I eat anything at my house or when I am out and get get to a private bathroom, I have been purging what ever possible. Then taking 5-8 lax a night... The one thing I DO remember from that morning after is that I weighed myself and remember seeing - almost told you how much I weigh!
I have two weeks from Sunday to get down to 100. Most certainly doable.
You are soo strong! Im jealous and can't wait to get to 100LBS!!! Im considering laxs too because I umm went #2 this morning and lost 5LBS from it. That's incredible! I feel like I haven't read a lot from you lately. Hope you will post more often dear. And, Stay Strong<3
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I OD'ed on Ativan a little more than a year ago. Apparently I ended up taking other pills too. I don't remember taking more than 8 mg, but apparently I took like 40 mg and whatever pills I could find. And I passes out and did end up in the hospital. Apparently the hospital made me drink some stuff to like absorb it and I remember a few bits here and there at the hospital, but I don't remember much. I had no clue what day it was when I woke up though. So just be careful with that.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the loss!
:S Glad you're all right. I hope you'll stay all right.
ReplyDeletehate myself for fucking you up like that. :(
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