29 April 2010

it' not so bad,now is it?

Coffee with cream and sugar 150 calories
1/2 cup special k w/milk 150 calories
pear 80 calories
apple juice 60 calories

total: 440 calories

So glad i avoided those brownies today!! dont even know why i made them. They just taunt me. damn how the hell do you spell taunt?!?! it so doesnt look right. haha
woke up today and had a really bad headache. weird because i havent had one in a while. not since i started drinking coffee that is. but maybe its becasue in the last couple weeks ive been really watching how much i eat. i try to stay under 600 calories. today was quite an accomplishment! im so happy. i know i may have a problem, but i cant bring myself to say anything. i like feeling empty. light. i realized it feels just as bad to feel too full as it does to feel hungry. and i feel happier when im hungry. what is so bad about that?

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